behind

if I could listen to the music
strong enough
strong enough
so I could forget
the beat of my heart
the beat of my blood
behind
behind
if I could open my wings
wide enough
wide enough
in this empty room
so I could fly
to the place
where you died
and stand
till the night
under the white stars
shout babyblue
shout
to help me
to get through
lost spaces